For those wondering if we need anything

by admin on April 15, 2012

The Read family in Cape Town

Yes, we do.
It is almost winter in the southern atmosphere and our children have all grown quite a bit since last winter. We need clothes for all the kids. We are also planning a trip to Scandinavia to go and encourage and be with the people we got to minister to over a year ago. We are in need of 6 plane tickets to Sweden/Norway which is currently $5400USD.

Thank you for your prayers and support. We love you all. If you feel led to give, you can do so here.

Tyranny of the Urgent

by admin on December 27, 2011

fabio_abikar

What I’m about to tell you may sound ridiculous and beyond imagination. It is a story of Biblical miracles and may be difficult for you to believe. I must tell you though, I personally have no doubt that it is 100% true. Fabio is not a man who lies, I’m not even sure if he understands the concept of lying.

My friend Fabio comes from a closed country. It’s the type of country that I’m not allowed to say the name of because he might get found due to it. It is under Muslim law.

He accepted Christ as his savior 7 years ago when a friend of mine went to visit that country. Fabio worked at a hotel my friend was staying at and overheard their conversation, that’s when the Lord spoke to his heart and said: “this is the truth you’ve been looking for.” He found my friend later that day and said he wanted what my friend had, got his full name and then my friend went back home.

Something had changed in Fabio though and people in the village noticed. Eventually it came out that Fabio had become a Christian, he was no longer Muslim. The problem is, it is illegal to change religions where he is from so he was imprisoned. He was put in a room and beaten. His torturers would ask him to say Allah is the only way and then to deny Christ. He wouldn’t do it and so they would pull machetes from a fire and cut him on his side, his back, and his calves. They would torture him up to the point of death and then put him in his prison cell. He never denied Christ. Here is a man who had never read the Bible, never been to church, didn’t have any Christian friends and really didn’t know what he truly believed in but he knew that Christ crucified is truth and he would not deny it, even if it cost him his life.

One day in prison, he was recovered and expecting the next torture session any day. He was allowed outside in the prison courtyard for 10 minutes each day and as he stepped outside that morning he felt something in him push him to run and jump over the 8 ft. barbed wire fence, so he did. He did it without a scratch on his body, the way he tells me this story, it sounds as though he physically jumped or was thrown over the fence by something outside of himself. I think this must be the case because none of the guards or inmates saw him jump the fence or heard the fence rattle. They were completely blinded of the event.

He ran through the jungle back to his village over the next 24 hours. He knew the police would be looking for him and so he shimmied up a 25ft. tall tree. When he was near the top of the tree, he reached out for a branch but it broke and he fell to the ground. There were no broken bones, he eventually tried to stand up but he couldn’t. He felt as though he had to urinate but all that came out was blood. He laid on the jungle floor for a while and then felt a voice tell him to crawl to the nearby road “now!” He slowly made his way to the road knowing that he would be caught and this time, more than likely, killed. As he got to the road, his best friend was just driving by. His best friend had also felt a voice say to go to that spot “now!” His friend put Fabio in the trunk and brought him to a location the police wouldn’t know about. He then took his sisters passport and dressed Fabio in one of his sisters full Muslim Burkas, purchased a plane ticket to a close country and sent Fabio away. Fabio walked like a woman – this is a very funny part of the story when he tells it – to trick the security and they allowed him through. He was on his way, though he was in an immense amount of pain. 48 hours after falling from the tree, he landed in an airport in a foreign country and went to a hospital where he had surgery for his internal bleeding and kidney failure.

As he lay in the hospital recovering, he felt a voice tell him to go to South Africa, an impossible task. But, he looked back over the past week and decided there had been so much he’d done that was impossible, why not. So he started the insane journey of attempting to pass through multiple borders without any documentation. Two times the customs agents looked at his passport and then handed it back to him, once a computer wasn’t working so he passed through, and the final time 4 men got arrested and were wreaking havoc so they waved the rest of the bus passengers through customs without looking at their documents. He had made it, after weeks of traveling and seeing provision for finances through multiple miracles (like waking up only to find that he was sleeping on top of a $20 bill)!

As he made his way to a township he felt he was to go to in the North of South Africa he met a man from his hometown. They were excited to see each other and he told his friend that he was looking for the man who had led him to the Lord some 7 years before, a white man named Kevin. This man from his village had actually just met a white man named Kevin in February and had his cell phone number!

Fabio called Kevin. Kevin lived many hours away but came and picked Fabio up and brought him to his house. He gave Fabio a Bible in one of the languages that Fabio speaks and Fabio disappeared into the room Kevin had prepared for him. Fabio began to read the Bible for the first time after 7 years of calling himself a Christian. He read it 14 hours a day for 6 weeks straight. He was hanging around me and my friends a lot but not really speaking much. Once we were in a conversation talking about how fighting is a murderous spirit and we turned to Fabio to explain and he told us: “I know, on page 143 column 2 article 4 the Bible says ‘thou shalt not murder’.” We had to explain to him that people use the books of the Bible and chapters and verses to reference because most people usually don’t have the Bible memorized well enough to know by page. INCREDIBLE.

Fabio decided he wanted to move into the township because there were many Muslims there that needed to know the truth. You see, Fabio was only granted 6 months of refugee status in South Africa and then has to re-approved every 3 months. South Africa can reject his status at any moment and send him back to his country where he would immediately be arrested, imprisoned and possibly killed. He lives under an urgency that the gospel must go forth! He sees Muslims everywhere and boldly proclaims the gospel to them. He knows persecution and doesn’t care what harm someone might do to him, Christ must be known. Fabio lives under the tyranny of the urgent only his priority of urgent is one that stirs me deep in my spirit. I want to be like Fabio.

When Fabio first moved into Masi, we began to be worried for him because he would tell us that a man was standing in his house in the middle of the night and would tell him things he needed to do that day. It happened several times and so we began to ask what the man looked like. His description: “He is very bright, white hair, I can’t look into his eyes but want to.”

Fabio lives in Masiphumelele and has people visiting his shack under the cover of darkness so as not to be seen or found out. He has led many Muslims to Christ and continues to be known in the township as the one who can explain the truth.

The picture below is of Fabio and his first of many, many converts. I blurred his face per his request.

Please pray for Fabio, pray for strength, provision and most of all – a South African passport.

Also, per Fabio’s request, pray that the Lord would give you an urgency to boldly proclaim the simple Gospel message to everyone you see. To God be the glory!

Some of the horrors we see daily

by admin on December 5, 2011

Join us please in praying that the Lord would release healing over this nation, over the people, over HIV. The people in this video are our friends, specifically the blonde woman about halfway through. We have worked with her to setup a safe house for women that just opened up. The shots of the township in the video are of Masiphumelele.

I walked the streets just a week ago and wept as I saw a young woman watching her 18 month old daughter playing in a courtyard. The girl was the same age as my daughter Adi. As she watched her daughter playing and talking the mother smiled then leaned against the house and closed her eyes. She was in such pain, she was nearing death, AIDS was in full swing and my guess was she would not live to see Christmas. My heart broke. The Lord can heal AIDS, when Christ was on earth he healed EVERY disease, yet my faith is not strong enough to walk up to this woman and command healing over her.

AIDS is a pandemic here, this video shows ONE of the major reasons why. There are other reasons that I will talk about later but they are just so offensive to my heart that it’s hard for me to talk about.

What have we been saved from?

by admin on October 2, 2011

This article struck me deeply. Maybe it’s the language the journalist puts to the world I now live in, I don’t know, but I have been struck by how jealously I am loved and therefore how jealously I now love this nation.

Some quotes from the article:

South Africa, a nation of 50 million, is the richest country on the continent but has one of the world’s lowest levels of employment. Most of the jobless have never worked, and a third of the employed earn less than $150 a month. Whites, who make up 9 percent of the population, have an average income seven times that of blacks.

I spoke in an earlier newsletter about the xenophobia that hit in 2008. This is what I was weeping about when I sat with those men from Zimbabwe. They are hated, despised and always living in fear.

South Africa is the main terminus of the Zimbabwean diaspora, and some of its own poor despise these newcomers for accepting wages so meager that they bring down the pay scale for everyone. In May 2008, paroxysms of anti-immigrant violence erupted in one South African city after another. Farai and one of his brothers retreated to Mukukuzi until the bloodletting passed. At least 60 people, many of them Zimbabweans, were murdered by mobs. Some 35,000 foreigners were hounded from their homes.

I’ve talked about Maxwell and the “witchcraft” used here, this story discusses it as well:

For weeks, he had been afflicted with nightmares in which he and his brother Washington were fighting enemies they could not recognize. According to their traditional beliefs, these dreams meant that someone might be practicing sorcery to bring them misfortune. “Witchcraft” was the English word the brothers used in explaining this. They did not mean to suggest anything of the occult, but rather the everyday possibility that one person could employ medicines and charms against another.

Please pray for this nation. It is a nation filled with hopelessness where there once was hope. There has been a great revival that swept this nation in the days of Andrew Murray. There have been prophecies that, if you ask anybody here what the Lord has spoken they will all tell you that a great revival is on it’s way and it will start in the Cape Town area then sweep across the continent. Cry out with us for God’s mercy on this nation.

Lastly, I want to say this: Look at what you have been saved from. The human heart is deceitful and desperately wicked (Jeremiah 17:9). If left to our own devices, we may just do the same. We saw the horror of this reality when Katrina struck and left tens of thousands stranded in the superdome and murders and rapes were a regular occurrence.

There is hope for a nation, (for all nations!), though terrible times of the Lord’s wrath may be justly poured out, He is the righteous judge and He seeks a pure and spotless bride for our victorious warrior King. Listen to the prophecy He sent Isaiah to proclaim and see the hope:

And he said, “Go, and say to this people: “‘Keep on hearing, but do not understand;
keep on seeing, but do not perceive’
Make the heart of this people dull,
and their ears heavy,
and blind their eyes;
lest they see with their eyes,
and hear with their ears,
and understand with their hearts,
and turn and be healed”

Lord, have mercy. Let the nations see with their eyes, Let them hear with their ears, Let them understand with their hearts. Lord, Let the nations turn to you and be healed!

Amazing

by admin on September 22, 2011

The past few weeks we have seen incredible things! My prayers have turned to sounding like:

God, you are the God of miracles. You parted the waters for Moses, Joshua, Elijah and Elisha. You made an axe head float in a river. You empowered a boy to kill a giant, lions to become tame, you healed every disease and you defeated death. There has never been a hint of a scratch on your battle armor. You are the victorious one. Nothing can stand against the power of your name!

My faith has come to a new level, I pray yours has now too. Our God is a God of miracles, prepare yourself because I’m now going to testify to two.

Me with Maxwell in a hair salon.

First, a few weeks back I spoke of a man named Maxwell who had been cursed by the witch doctor and hasn’t been able to walk for seven years. His leg muscles have shrunk to nothing because of the lack of use. I spoke to him of confronting the demonic in prayer and breaking the chains this witch doctor had on his legs. Isaac and I prayed for him. Two weeks ago we were having a Barbecue to celebrate all the Lord had done and who came walking down the street… did you get that? WALKING down the street to the barbecue? That’s right, Maxwell. Since our prayer time, he decided to seek God again, so he attended a local church service. There the Lord showed him that he was more convinced of the power the witch doctor had than he was of the Lord and the Lord’s ability to heal and protect him from any curse. In that moment Maxwell’s life was changed. He asked God’s forgiveness through many tears and he felt the witch doctor’s power break off of him. He then knew he could walk, so he stood to his feet and praised the Lord. I’ve been watching his muscles come back to full strength over the past few weeks. It is miracle nothing short of biblical proportions and yet, it’s starting to happen daily here!

Some of the children in the wetlands of Masi

Okay, why we were having the celebratory barbecue in the first place?

When we first got here mid-May, I had asked a young man who lives in Masi, who is the worst man in the township? Who–if he turned to Jesus, the whole township would know and revival would come–so that we can pray for him. His answer was: a man named Smalls, the purveyor of drugs and prostitution here. So, just like many before us, we prayed. In mid-July we were walking past Smalls house (everybody knows Smalls house) and the Lord interrupted a man on our team, Isaac, with the thought: “We should ask him if we can rent his house”. Everyone had a good laugh and then got quiet, staring at him in anticipation. Stirred with faith, two young ladies on our team boldly went and knocked on the door. A rugged looking soul answered the door and Isaac asked to speak to Smalls. The man immediately called Smalls on his cell phone and within seconds, Isaac was asking him if we could rent his house. We were told to call back the next day. So again, we prayed and the Lord caused this man to move all of his belongings out of his house and rent it to our team. We signed the lease on the 28th of July and members of our team moved in August 1st!

The Masi House

This move caused a shockwave throughout Masi. I met with a Pastor and his wife who live and minister in Masi last week to invite them to the barbecue. They were surprised that I was part of the group of white people who lived in Smalls house and wanted to know the story. Before I told them, the wife shared with me that in a prayer meeting against the drugs in Masi they had seen a major breaking around the 28th of July!

Within days of our team moving in, everybody knew there were white people not only living in Masi but living in “Smalls House” (Don’t worry grandparents, the children have not been staying there). A week into our team having the headquarters in Masi, the Lord began to show us a new hope for the coming months, we felt the word come that we would see 100 salvations in the next two months. As we discipled these 100 they would multiply by 10 so that within one year of being in this house, there would be 1,000 radically transformed, discipled and trained up christian leaders in Masiphumelele. The Lord is so gracious that He confirmed the word by releasing the first 10 souls within 5 days. We went from seeing no salvations for months to seeing 10 in 5 days. Those 10 are now bringing their friends daily to our Bible study that is being held in the Masi house and we have at this point seen 8 more and many, many others who hungrily seeking to know Jesus.

So we celebrate. We are looking to the future with hope and expectation. Our God is a God of miracles. Despite the scariness of what the news agencies say, God is still in a good mood!

The Wetlands of Masi - a large majority of our friends live here

 

Next steps for our family

A lot of people have been asking us what our current needs are, where are we at financially, etc. You can always see how close we are to meeting our budget here at this page:http://thereadfamily.com/partners/

While seeing the extreme poverty in Masi on a daily basis and all of the injustices that go along with that, it is difficult for us to ask for financial help. That being said, we are still in need of a large enough vehicle for the six of us. We have also been purchasing homeschool curriculum for the kids and are in need of some winter clothes for the growing children (extreme growth spurts, it’s crazy!) and finally, Josh has been planning a trip to Chicago in October and was recently approached with an opportunity to go to Tokyo for a few days and visit the YWAM base there. All said and done, that is around ten thousand dollars that we do not have. We know God is a God of miracles and so we are fully believing He will provide. If you feel that He is laying it on your heart to give, we are still in need of monthly partners which you can sign up for here: http://thereadfamily.com/partners/ . If you want to give specifically to our current lump financial need, please reply back to this email and I will send you more information.

 

 

Night time in the Township

by admin on July 30, 2011

We had a barbecue for some friends we’ve made in the township. We’ve been doing this every friday night in celebration of what the Lord has done that week. Last night some of the women broke out in worship and I caught it on video.
Worship in Masiphumelele

In thy storehouse

by admin on July 24, 2011

There are riches in Thy storehouse
But my Lord we are so poor.
There is power in Thy storehouse,
But he cripple clothes our door.

There is wisdom in Thy storehouse,
But in ignorance we grope.
There’s revival in Thy storehouse,
But we’ve millions without hope.

There is freedom in Thy storehouse,
But thy people are so bound.
There is glory in Thy storehouse,
But it does not shine around.

There is love within Thy storehouse,
But thy people are so dry.
There’s compassion in Thy storehouse -
Then my Saviour, why, oh, why
Are Thy people stony-hearted
And our eyes so desert-dry?

- Leonard Ravenhill

I’ll rise and go!

by admin on July 17, 2011

I fled him when His grace pursued.
I did despite unto His name,
And delved me into sin so rude,
And therein forged my soul a chain.

When captive to my own desire,
When blue with guilt and unnamed shame,
His long arm reached into the mire
And plucked me out. Blest be His name!

Shall I leave others in their woe?
Shall I ignore their cries who sink?
Forbid it, Lord! I’ll rise and go
‘Twixt Thee and them a link!

Unwearied may I lift the load
Of those who stagger ‘neath sin’s spell.
Stab my poor heart with love’s strong goad
To battle the powers of earth and hell.

Earth’s little span is far too small
To barter for the Judgment Day
When powers and thrones and wealth and all
Forever shall have passed away.

Oh, Day of days, when I shall be
The cynosure of ten million eyes,
Oh, my Saviour say to me,
“Well done!” as my eternal prize.

When unsupported I shall stand
Before Thy. Blazing bema seat,
Give me, my Lord, to understand
I did the will of God complete.

- Leonard Ravenhill

Parenting

by admin on July 10, 2011

As the previous updates show, we are about to move into our permanent rental home. We are $650 USD short of moving in. We have been pinching and saving every penny we have and so on Saturday we felt the Lord saying to give the kids a fun day out. We took out $100 USD from an ATM to get some much needed groceries and diapers and felt like the rest was to go buy a cheap dinner at a mall and see the matinee of Cars 2. We were stoked, the kids were stoked.

We went to the mall and sat in the food court. I ordered the food and it was gonna take a couple of minutes so I went to buy the tickets to the movie and Rebecca ended up getting up from the table to get the food when it was ready. While she stepped away, someone walked by the table that the kids were sitting at and stole Rebecca’s purse. Obviously, the kids really were unaware of what to do.

Wow. So difficult. When we realized what had happened it was crushing to Bec and I. Literally all the money that we had left was taken from us as well as all that was in Rebecca’s purse. Anger began to rise up in Bec and I, Frustration, Bitterness, all those emotions, then we turned and looked at our kids. Fear was rising up in them, anxiety, the question of “what’s gonna happen to us” etc. We had a choice to make and recognized that this was a major parenting moment.

We talked about what must have been going through that persons mind and the injustice that they have had to live under to have made a choice like that. We discussed with the kids how that person doesn’t know that God is totally for them and wants to bless them. Then we chose to forgive the person as a family.

Rebecca and I felt that we were to still go to the movie with joy and excitement, etc. After the movie we sang and just encouraged the kids that the Lord is totally for us as a family and He is our provider, not a job, not anybody just simply the Lord. My phone made the “email” noise and I checked it to see that a close friend had just given us $15. We celebrated!

It was hard. It was honestly difficult to make the choice to rejoice in our [very minor] suffering but we did it. We woke up this morning filled with more joy and ultimately feeling like we had “passed the test” if you will. Praise the Lord. A friend of mine re-posted a blog about parenting this morning, it is amazing and very much something we are trying to do with our children. Please read The Parenting Blog.

How He loves us

by admin on July 8, 2011

A song that’s been impacting me a lot lately is by Misty Edwards and a line of it goes, “He knew what He was getting into when He called you.” God knew all the sin, all the heartbreaks He would experience, all the turning away from Him, He knew it all and He still calls us by name.

The other night we invited all of the young men we’ve met and have been pouring our lives into as a group. All in all, there were 5 guys from our team and 12 guys from Masi ranging from 14 – 24 years old. The Lord had led our group earlier in the week to invite the men over and discuss what purity looks like, not just sexual but spiritual purity too.

We had dinner and hung out and then sat down on the couch and started to have a conversation about purity. These 12 were the guys who are actually hungry for more of the Lord. They are the ones who when asked, say that yes they are christians, but, they are serving two masters. At one point, one guy asked me how I could have 4 kids – I’m so young, when did I get married. I said I got married at 22 years old. They all flipped out. In their culture, they would never get married that young, if even at all. They have an honor for marriage, biblical marriage. There is a fear of the Lord that you should not cheat on your wife, and so, they just don’t get married so they can have sex whenever and with whomever they want. I found out some horrifying details of the culture there in Masi that I don’t feel comfortable sharing on this newsletter. Needless to say, there is a complete lack of honor for women.

At one point I was so appalled that I stood up and simply pointed out in James how sin starts as a thought and goes down the line ultimately ending in death. I pointed out how Masi is a culture that cannot sustain itself, it has a crazy high rate of AIDS (statistics are over the board on this but the median is 74%). I also then pointed out how they are all fully aware that children are regularly raped and sexually abused in Masi and how that is part of this same sin pattern. Then I asked who in their guts was actually feeling convicted, just, did they have a sick feeling when I pointed these things out. One guy raised his hand.

We have realized there is much more prayer that needs to take place. Eyes are blind to sin. I have gone back to prayer and fasting, starting first with: “Lord, where are my blindspots?”

We know prayer moves the heavens. I taught on Thursday to a group about intercession and prayer. The group was so moved they went into an hour long time of repentance. As a community we are beginning to understand the authority we carry as followers of Jesus and the effectiveness of our prayers when we have clean hearts (Psalm 24 and James 5:16). Note: Two books that have literally transformed my prayer life are: Intercessory Prayer by Dutch Sheets and Rees Howells: Intercessor by Norman Grubb.

Other News

The picture above is when I went to pray for a sick woman with a friend. I stopped and snapped a photo of the bathroom since we were in the “nice” part of Masi. The normal “lot” in Masi will have one home that the government built and then 10 – 15 sometimes more shacks that are built on the lot that the homeowner rents out. Usually there is one bathroom for all of the shacks and it mainly consists of a hole in the ground. This is the first bathroom I had seen that had a toilet and a shower (basically a hose glued to the wall and ceiling).

Sickness has been going through the community pretty bad. A winter virus (it is winter in the southern hemisphere right now, I have to keep reminding my parents) has gone through almost all 24 people in our community now. It knocks you down and bed-ridden for three days. It is on it’s last two people now so we’re praying it doesn’t come back again.

Our family is moving into the permanent rental home very soon. Rebecca is thrilled as we have been somewhat nomadic after having sold our home and everything we own to become missionaries. That being said, we feel as though we will be planting some long-term roots here. We have three year Visas and believe we will be here for the entirety of them.

Rebecca and I have been asked to speak at a conference in Spain in November and we are very excited and intimidated. It is a conference of 300 leaders from a missional organization geared toward reaching families in Europe.

The kids are doing well. Rebecca and I are very encouraged. We do get homesick every now and then and are looking forward to having internet so that we can skype all of you. Our skype name is – ainsworthstudio – please contact us anytime you see us on, we would love to talk and or pray with you.

We still need committed monthly support, please pray with us as we are coming up short every month, you can see where we are at here: http://thereadfamily.com/partners/. We know God is faithful and have seen miraculous provision every time we’ve been short. I also want to remind you, He is faithful. He does not set you up for failure. God is Love.